Existing and Listening

Listen,
I know you're not listening.
You're asleep and I'm just considering,
That you might just hear me,
As I hold your hand and speak,
Words of truth, love and honesty.

Feeling,
Feeling like you're so far away,
Even though you're right next to my face.
I hold you while you sleep,
For fear of losing you in my dreams.
But I can't create the need for you,
When you're leaving in two short days;
And you can't say when I'll see you again,
So let me explain...

I'll always need you,
So I hope I can meet you,
In three years when you wake up,
When your dreams are reality.
So we can try, try, try again,
To be more than just good friends.

Listen,
I know you're not missing me.
You're afar and I'm just existing,
Writing this and listing,
The things I did wrong and girl,
I'm still seeking,
Words of truth, love and honesty.